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Let It Go

Live Life

After all this time, I admit that I'm not good enough that I'm not grateful enough to make it. I just wanted to say that this life is not easy as it seems. It's hard and a lot of struggle is needed. All I need to do is just enjoy the world without feeling burdened. I don't know somehow I still can't/won't. When I can't, my world is turned into a sad, miserable life and I hate that feeling. Being grateful is not as easy as that when I feel a little bit down and having a bad day. I just hoped that I can enjoy my life and the point is be happy. MORE.

Beautiful In White

I love this dress. I'm in love with this Mango white dress that I bought a several months ago. I'm in love with the simple look at the first sight. And when I tried this on, it fits on me. This maybe my favorite dress so far.

Later

I really don't know what to do. I just wanna be happy. That's all. But makes them happy is a really really hard situation. TEARS is sucks!!! what's the problem with these people who made tears. it's not i can't go on vacation that hurts. It's the facts that my dad is an old style and this economy kills. That hurts! I just wanted to collect so much money for them. Like i said, I just wanna be happy. If they are happy, so am I. I just hate my dad's attitude. I hate that really bad! It was like my dad is turned into a monster. i can't imagine if i was my mom. There's a LOOOTTT of pressure she's under. I want her to be happy like the other lucky mom in this world. I want to see that in my future. I wanna be the reason why they smile, why they are happy with each other. I want to gather them together. Us. Us together someday. On our family vacation chillin' out and relaxing, refreshing, and  enjoy the panorama. I hoped so. We'll see. I'll become a successfull and independent woman. I'm gonna be rich! I'm gonna be happy! That's what's gonna happen.