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Favorite Foods

Crepes. So good with the crispy on the outside and sweet in the inside.

KitKat. Sakura Matcha and so much more flavors. Have a break, have a Kit Kat.

Sushi. Sashimi and Futomaki served with Wasabi.

Strawberry Cheese Cupcakes with a slice of strawberry on top.

Blueberry Cheese Roll Cake with snow sugar on top. Served with slices.

Takoyaki. Round just like a ball. Octopus (tako) served with squid sauce, mayonesse and seaweed on top.

Ice Cream. Vanilla Ice Cream, Matcha Ice Cream, Lychee Ice Cream and etc.

Panda Matcha Roll Cake. Vanilla cream and slices.

J Rabbit - 웃으며 넘길래 (Smile)

거리에 많은 사람들 어딘가로 향하는
(Many people on the street heading somewhere)
빠른 발걸음 모두 그렇게 살아가지
(All walking with haste; everyone lives on like that)
가슴 속 깊은 사연들 저마다 아픈 구석
(Deep within their hearts, they have their own painful stories)
하나쯤은 있네 모두 그렇게 살아가지
(They have at least one; everyone lives on like that)

가끔은 뭐 하나 되는 일이 없고
(Nothing’s goes right sometimes)
한없이 작아지고 주저앉고 싶어도..
(Although I feel smaller and want to give up…)
하지만 단 한 가지 나에게 꿈이 있다네
(I have one dream)
힘들다 뭐래도 난 그냥 웃으며 넘길래
(Even when others say it is hard, I want to just let it go with a smile)
세상을 모른다 해도 아직 많은 길이 남았대도
(Even if others say I don’t know about the world and I still have a long way to go)
내 가슴이 뛰네 언제나 그렇듯..
(My heart still beats as always)
웃으며 넘길래
(I want to let it go with a smile)

스쳐간 많은 사람들
(Many people that I’ve met and passed in life)
언제부턴지 기억나질 않네
(Since I-don’t-know-when I no longer remember them)
그런게 모두 추억이지
(I guess they’ve all become recollections)

가끔은 뭐 하나 되는 일이 없고
(Nothing’s goes right sometimes)
한없이 작아지고 주저앉고 싶어도..
(Although I feel smaller and want to give up…)
하지만 단 한 가지 나에게 꿈이 있다네
(I have one dream)
힘들다 뭐래도 난 그냥 웃으며 넘길래
(Even when others say it is hard, I want to just let it go with a smile)
세상을 모른다 해도 아직 많은 길이 남았대도
(Even if others say I don’t know about the world and I still have a long way to go)
내 가슴이 뛰네 언제나 그렇듯… 웃으며 넘길래
(My heart still beats as always… I want to let it go with a smile)

Blood Orange Dress

This is my design and that bloody orange colour from my pentel paint. It's a gorgeous long dress. This is one of a gallery in my sketchbook.

Struggling is Good

One Day

This is my encouragement from now on when my feeling is down. All of these words are having a "HELL YEAH" factor. I don't care. I love it!

Beach & Carlsberg

So when my school semester's holiday, Mom and Me are having North Sumatera trip. I went to Pekanbaru, Dumai, Bengkalis, Batam and the final destination is out of country which is Singapore. I'm having such a good and lovely trip with my mom and there's a lot of cousins and family from my mom there. They're accompany us all more than a week long.
Anyway...
The most lovely time is that when I went to the beach. It makes me happy at the moment. I love beach.
Play with the sand, feel the wind, drink some beer, look at the panorama and just enjoy the world.
Here's some pictures of mine...

The left woman is my aunt as my mom's older sister. The right one is my mom and the middle one is me. We're having such a good time.

Oh, He's my cousin. He gave me a mini-spa/massage on my foot.

 With my mom sitting on the sand. What's up with the look, Mom?

Peace fingers thing. Wait a minute, where're my legs?

 So not on purpose. I mean it's candid by my uncle.

A little bit trashy back there but it's okay. They doesn't affect how beauty the panorama is. Maybe... it does. A bit.

Look at all of that little crabs! My cousins collect them and put them into a jar. So many of them.

I touch it. A baby crap is on my hand and it's tickle me when it's walking.

Manga in Journal

I was thinking about him (in my dream). I grab a pencil and started to write and sketch in my journal so... this manga was born with that kind of feelings.

New Semester

Okay...
Now i'm sitting in my senior year in senior high school and it's a good opportunity to start it all. To learn, to change, to believe in myself. although i'd still trying to handle myself but i do believe in me. In fact that time flew really fast without me realizing. I still can't believe that I almost become an adult and one step more before I'm going to the college. It's a new beginning for me and it's a big step into the future. I know that time is so damn precious so I hope that I'm capable of using it really carefully and really just in time.

New Semester - I should study more often and get my high score. I have to. I want to make my parents proud of having me. I want to prove that I'm not the dumb girl that they always talking about because I'm not. I'm smart and I know it. I'm just lazy to study and maybe I'm overthink back there. I'm silence too much but actually there's a lot of things in my mind that I was afraid of letting it all out. But I won't silence no more. That is just not who i really am and it feels like being in a cage that have no key so i can't go out. It's all because I'm too shy to introduce myself into this real world (not a fantasy). I just wanna go out of the box. Go out from my comfort zone and taste the world.
I know that I am more than they say I am. I'm tired of people who always talk down to me. Although sometimes their critics are spicy and hurts a little bit. But 'em it whats push me even harder. Makes me wanna show them that I'm the opposite of what they said. That I can't, I will not make it, I'm a loser, I'm a failure, I'm a slow thinker, stupid, dumb or anything else. Say whatever you want, negative people. Thanks for the support after all this time until the day it comes, it will always be my pusher. Now what I'm gonna do just use my brain and my cleverness and also courage in my pocket. I'm gonna let it shine :)

"I am my own experiment, I am my own work of art." - Madonna

They say: Senior Year is the place to discover yourself. Oh, I couldn't agreed more. Have you ever wonder what will you become and what are you gonna be like? Are you mature enough? and it keeps haunting you and makes you so nervous? maybe that's why i lack my self-confidence after all this time i'm hiding. OVERTHINKING.
Overthinking sure kills happinness and it propagates to distrust in yourself. The key is: Do not listen to a word they say and overthink. Think positive will makes you be in the right way and just be happy. Take enjoy as well :) no regrets, let go of the past and most of all.......

 

Quote About Sunflower

 

"Always look at the brighter side of life, just like the sunflower which looks upon the sun not the dark side." 

I always love this quote because it makes me think in the positive way. Don't look at the dark side, sad, like that. Just think the opposite of that and you will be happy instead. it's a way better choice than being in the miserable thinking.  It makes you feel more relief and joyful. Smile and let go of the things that wasn't make you happy from now on. Follow the bright side just like the sunflower.

Old Narcissism

 

 

 

So, these are my pictures that taken on my senior year in junior high school and the location is in my house's living room. I was having fun with myself back there when nothing else to do. So I put on my camera on, wear my scarf, accessories like bracelets and bow and hat hairpin. And also I wear that nerdy glasses which is my favorite because I think it's comfortable to wear.
Harajuku style is one of my favourite. I think it's totally cool and unique. Harajuku is from Japan.
They walking around the streets with their crazy and over outfits, accessories and act like they're really in the characters (most of all is Anime). That's what makes them so unique and so cool.
Just like the first and the second pictures. I was bored and taking his pictures and i was thinking... maybe this photo works. but now when i look at them, it's kinda funny i guess. Lol
And you can see the third picture is me with my insanity trying to get some great photos to be my display picture in that time. It looks like a mini photoshoot. Lol it's kinda embarassing.
These pictures can also be considered a disgrace me ( > _ < )